Monday, May 01, 2006

To Teach or Not To Teach

It's been another long week at work. Much scandals and politicking had been arising from various shift in the department organization chart. Good news was that I managed to shift myself up in 2 postion to be directly below my project leader. The bad news is the increase in job responsibilities and projects. Furthermore, I cannot set my mind into changing another job as easily I could. My project leader now is much confident, and dependent on my ability in helping her to sweep up the mess others created for her. To have to dump her the shitty job, I probably have to tell myself to be heartless. ie. That's not really too difficult for me if I should set my mind in that.

Anyway, been recently offered a teaching position in ACS(I). ok.. Cute Boys!! That's the first thing that came into my mind. haha.. Much apprehension after that. I don't want to have my picture appearing on the newspaper to having molested some cute innocent boys. Should i take up the offer then? I am thinking about it seriously as the offer had not been made to me yet. I can't deny the fact that other advantages comes along with being an academic, and the cons being not able to return to the industry ever again.

Life's full of decisions, and one of its kind, and classic it is, would be to make a decision for self gain and satisfaction, as oppose to loyalty. I can stay for my colleagues.. my friends. But as one of my colleague would now say to me, you can stay for them.. but will the stay for you? It's each man for his own in the cruel world. I cannot agree more.

Semplice Simon

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